The change

So much things has been going on... As i thought to myself if the change was really

worth it? The season of change for me, this journey isn't gonna be easy as i fell many

times.

Forgive me father as i have made mistakes and said hurtful things. I want You to take

control of the throne of my life. Make me the kind of person You want me to be.

Breaking out of the nutshell..

Hmmm seems like i'm mostly awake at night.

Anyway YAY's 1st anniversary is coming, 10th March is the date. The thought of wanting

to help out in it came into my mine. But which area can i help out in? I wonder...

It didn't take too long before Debbie asked if i wanted to help her in ''DANCING''

O.O dancing? I rejected her cause its beyond me to dance in front of everyone.

Heh.. But this didn't once slip out of my mind. The thought seems to be stuck in my

head. I was asked again to do it but i rejected it again.. And then came a whisper

into my ears, asking me to step out of my comfort zone. I spoke to God regrading

this, and i came to realized that We only live life ONCE why restrict ourselves to

do things we are afraid of? Wouldn't it be great if we could do things without

restricting ourselves? Just don't think so much and just have fun. Seeing everyone

putting effort in it makes me wanna have a go at it as well.. I'm gonna try my best.

Stepping out of my comfort zone once again.. I'm sure everyone and i will have fun.

:)



Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.

Faith.. Hope.. Love..

God is the reason why even in pain, I smile; in confusion, I understand; in betrayal, I trust; and in fear, I continue to fight.

Life isn't easy, but when you believe in God, everything will be just okay in the end.

God will always stay with you. Even in the darkest of time. Even when you have a million things to fear about.



If Jesus wasn't there for me during dark times, i would have been long lost.

I won't even be here typing this. He changed me so MUCH.

Think back and wonder how hard was it to smile, laugh and talk.

Now i can't live without a smile, laughter or even talking to others.

Haha i can't even lie properly, i can't even do my trademark no smile face expression without

laughing halfway through. Oh God, live would have be so dull without You. What can i do without You?

You take me back again
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
So I give You my praise
Yeah I give You my all
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
To the truth that there’s no greater love

Prayers & Answers...

I have so many things in my head. As i prayed and asked God about the many things in

life. I get answers from Him

through my parents which is i would say, pretty awesome. I would never think that my

Dad would tell me that. I will keep that in mind. Thank you Daddy God for everything

that You have done in my

life so far.